Life can change in a moment. Everything will be amazing and somehow, before you know it, it's gone. This hardened heart of mine is getting worse by the day. My sweet nature has disappeared, my compassion for others is slowly fading and I am someone I do not recognize anymore. I'm hurt, abused, abandoned and completely FED UP with people. All their lies, deceit, manipulative ways...this girl can't take one more minute of it! I have NEVER experienced anything as heartbreaking as this. I planned my life with one person. One person I thought was going to be there for me, love me, take care of me, share moments with me...and he wasn't who I thought he was. He is not even someone I know anymore. I loved him so deeply and I thought I knew him. I was very wrong.
This year was supposed to be amazing in every way. It was the year of hope, new adventures and moments together. It was the year we were supposed to get married...and now I write this as a single mom of 3. New adventures? Yeah. It still will be. The struggle is the adventure now. Hope? Not gonna happen...
Yep...this is the world according to me. So far, it SUCKS.